"Deep down within myself
In some little corner;
I wonder, what is wrong with me.
They say I am ignoring everyone
Have I become senile?
Or I am moving towards sanity.
I still don’t know
What has happened to me;
Why this sudden change?
Have I become a partisan of reality?
Or I am moving towards levity.
I feel so lost
Even when I am around people
Is this a temporary phase?
Or my past has again soaked in?
I have tried my best
Used all means; But what should I do
If I am unable to convalesce
This isn’t my fault
They know only to blame
Because it`s always easy;
To pass the responsibility.
Is this my fate?
Or I am just a minion.
The kiosk of truth;
Is right in front of me.
But I still can’t get it
Because I don’t have currency.
I wonder, what is in store for me
The good, bad or the ugly.
It doesn’t matter to me anymore
I have undertaken a state of solitude.
The crocodile tears all around,
The cries “I care, I care”
Makes me feel so sick.
I can`t stand it any long
Because I lack courage
I am a vagabond at the end of the day.
Please now try and understand this way.
Leave me alone, I say
For I will be happy then
At least satisfy myself
I have no false friends.
My wisdom is putrid
Wait! Wait!
I am still trying to get rid of it.
I have now started to see light
Is it too dark or just too bright?
I don’t care anymore
Because I am moving towards it
A fake happiness has surrounded me
But I am happy
That’s what matters now
After a prolonged lunacy
I think I am moving towards oblivion
I am unsure
But at least I can see the light
Dark or bright I can`t decide.
Finally something is on my way
And I am bidding goodbye
Thank you for everything
For I will cherish it every time.
Today, tomorrow and in ages to come."
In some little corner;
I wonder, what is wrong with me.
They say I am ignoring everyone
Have I become senile?
Or I am moving towards sanity.
I still don’t know
What has happened to me;
Why this sudden change?
Have I become a partisan of reality?
Or I am moving towards levity.
I feel so lost
Even when I am around people
Is this a temporary phase?
Or my past has again soaked in?
I have tried my best
Used all means; But what should I do
If I am unable to convalesce
This isn’t my fault
They know only to blame
Because it`s always easy;
To pass the responsibility.
Is this my fate?
Or I am just a minion.
The kiosk of truth;
Is right in front of me.
But I still can’t get it
Because I don’t have currency.
I wonder, what is in store for me
The good, bad or the ugly.
It doesn’t matter to me anymore
I have undertaken a state of solitude.
The crocodile tears all around,
The cries “I care, I care”
Makes me feel so sick.
I can`t stand it any long
Because I lack courage
I am a vagabond at the end of the day.
Please now try and understand this way.
Leave me alone, I say
For I will be happy then
At least satisfy myself
I have no false friends.
My wisdom is putrid
Wait! Wait!
I am still trying to get rid of it.
I have now started to see light
Is it too dark or just too bright?
I don’t care anymore
Because I am moving towards it
A fake happiness has surrounded me
But I am happy
That’s what matters now
After a prolonged lunacy
I think I am moving towards oblivion
I am unsure
But at least I can see the light
Dark or bright I can`t decide.
Finally something is on my way
And I am bidding goodbye
Thank you for everything
For I will cherish it every time.
Today, tomorrow and in ages to come."
